16/11/12

Friday night. 3 cans of Strongbow. Watching 'ghost shows' on tv. Warm, tired, happyish,

Mothers

Who'd have them?? Grrrrrrr

16/11/12

Today is my last official day of employment, I have not been at work since 2/10/12 mind, but still a strange one! From tomorrow, I have no job to speak of.
What now when asked, what do you do?
Well today is my 2nd day at Treetops Sandiacre, I really enjoyed it on Wednesday, and hope for the same again today. There is something very pleasing about rifling through someones bits and bobs!! Plus I get first dibs on good finds (me me me!)

Last night I got thinking about cars for me.
There has been a lot of car talk of late, since my close family and friends knew I've been awarded DLA, some eyes lit up at the thought of a shiny new motor! I don't get the right rate though, so sadly for them, I'll have to put myself first ;-)
Firstly I need to see if the DVLA are ok with me driving; I have spaccy eyes, a post neurosurgry brain, and a naughty motoring conviction, the odds are a little against me! But boy do I want to be on the road again!!

Yesterday I made contact with the DVLA.......who knows???

The road ahead is bright, but with wheels?? I fill with joy and glee!

Wish me luck!

Changes

This year has been a big one for me. I sadly became very ill and lost my job. It's been a year of fighting, to shout to get listened to by doctors, family, friends, or the DWP. Finally, my wars have been fought, and battles won.
Now that leaves me, who am I now? What do I do with my days? How do I value myself? I need goals, dreams, focus, drive. I want it!!! I have to start somewhere, today seems about fine.